Friday, November 26, 2010

My colour ~~~

Creating this blog site, is not just merely to make full use of this talent i have, but also in a way to keep ppl update on my whereabout. Yes, it might be true that no one will be interested in knowing me, but who cares?

My blog, I rule !

Me, grown up in Alor Setar n Ipoh, a small town, but means a lot to me...
Growing up in small area....left me a lots of memories...childhood memories ~~
My childhood...spelled FREEDOM....and NAUGHTY...
yes...I ride on bicycle....ran around my kampung with my cousins...that time...there;s nothing about dangerous...

I jumped up and down...from sofa to sofa; from drain to drain...
I waited for those 'ding ding uncle ' (uncle selling tit bits that came in motorbike)...every afternoon..
I missed my grandma;s food...
I missed the freedom i had...

Growing up...changed me alot.
Yes, when I said A LOT...I MEANT it...

My childhood yes...I did had a lot of fun and smile...but behind all these smiles. There;s still tears..and hardworkship.
I aren;t from a wealthy family, so financial issued had been always bugging me since i was young. And i think that did influence me a lot...and also changed to who I am today.
I strong and hardworking girl, that manage to stand still to hold the sky ~ even when I left all alone !!~

My brothers...a big headache to me...so I can foresee...and also take up the responsibilities of taking care of my parents . And also one of my cousin..that I wil also take up the responsibily of taking care of him..if there is this day...where no one wants him.

Well...and yes.
My kampung life...change me into who I am today.
A girl that can run around in this big city, surviving well and gonna make everyone astonish with my enthusiasm that i have put into...for my Life..

A colorful Life...jus like my artwork...
No matter how many hills that i need to walk through...
I will still strive till the very last bit..
With all the love that i have....

Color your life...Color up ur love one;s life too ~~~

Thursday, November 25, 2010

A Christmas, A celebration

Love christmas jus like any other celebration.
Thou there's no snowing white christmas, but there are still caroling and present exchanging.
Presents have always been something we longing for, either for the one giving or receiving...
Cracking ur head on what to give out??

come to me...
presonalized souvenir book...
whatever u wan to write in to voice out.....

contact me... 014 6219769 irene
or drop me a msg here....
i;ll get bac to you asap..

Give you loved ones a memorable christmas...

A letter

To whomever that read this,

This year had been disasterous enough for me... with the leap n bounds. I;ve never know how could I ever came over all these. But, yes, I did. Is the strong inner me that pushed me up, pulled me through so far. This road had never been easy. Still, I managed to sail through , with all that I have, with all that HE gave me....with all love that HE shared.

Yes, honestly, I did think of giving up. But I know I can;t. I just knew that all these are specially given to me...is a TEST for me... to test my strength, my determination, my soul, my mind, my maturity, and everything about me...GOOD and BAD...WEAK and STRONG....

I've never been so scared before in my life... that feeling...was heart pinning...It was like a burned scar that can never be remove from my heart. And I have learned my lesson. I promised. With my whole heart.

I know that I m still, consider lucky...as i was given another chance. So, yes, i treasure this chance more than anything. I know this chance might just slip off from my finger tips if i didn;t whole it tight enough. I know how bad things can turn into. I know all the consequences....that might even ruin my future...or my dream that i have strive so hard to hold on to...

So, yes, I will be GOOD...YOU have my words...


                                            From, Me, myself, with a clean & strong soul.

Christmas Gift for your lovely ones...